One year! One very difficult, but transformational year!
The night George left, I completely lost it emotionally. He was supposed to come home the following afternoon, but didn't show up. Our phones had been turned off so the only way I was able to communicate with him was when we both happened to have wifi. I was able to find out that he planned to stay one more night at his moms, but again he didn't show up. Three days went by before I heard from him again and he said he was coming home so we could talk, but he never showed up. I didn't stop crying the entire time he was gone, I went three days without eating and barely slept. I was such an emotional wreck! I was angry at God for allowing me to be abandoned again. I was angry at George for leaving and not communicating. I was angry at life! I have never experienced depression or had suicidal thoughts before, but for the first time in my life I did think about ending it all. I was exhausted, emotionally drained, starving, my heart was broken and I just did not see a light at th...