Loss, grief and bad decisions (Part 2)...
***This post has probably been the most difficult one to write so far. Not because of something traumatic that happened, but because I made a very life-altering decision that I regretted for years. Even to this day I don't share this specific part of my life with people. Anyone who came into my life after the fact probably isn't even aware because I never mention it, but God told me that I'm to tell my "whole" story and that means no holding back. So let me preface this post with the following statement: I am not proud of some of the decisions I have made in my life, especially the ones I made knowing that they would take me down the wrong path. BUT I know that God can and will redeem it all! He is the author and the finisher of my life, He knew what I was going to do before I even did it and He has been so forgiving and merciful to me. He can take our mess of a life and create a beautiful story that will bring healing and minister to others. I am in awe and so h...