I'm not a runner, but I just keep running...
After my divorce, my life took a complete turn. I had to scramble to find a place to live, find a full time job that would provide enough income to support myself, I was left to pack up our entire condo by myself, I had to sell almost everything we had accumulated together and figure out where to put the things I was keeping. It was a complete whirlwind and I felt like I was living in a fog of uncertainty. I continued going to church until it became too overwhelming to see all of our friends and continually be asked by people where he was and how he was doing. I wanted to scream at them "What about me? Why don't you ask me how I'm doing since I'm the one standing in front of you!" I didn't make the decision to end our marriage and I tried to get him to change his mind, but there was nothing I could do to turn it around and I really felt like there was more concern for him than there was for me when I was the one who was abandoned. I eventually stopped goi...